sundaaayyyy...

today woke up at 12..hahaha damn late ah...
slept at 2 last nite finishing the sue walker book...it was very good story..and i kind of suspected that it might be him committing the murders..

so yeah woke and clean the house a bit..
then went to do my i and r....
at 2 plus got ready to mee daph, aruna,wilbur and yongquan for pw...
after being given directions to wilbur's house..left at 3 plus...

i thought i was lost at first but realise that i was on the right track...
reaching nearer to his house, gave him a call and he met me and daph..yq was already there...
then we talked abit and a while later aruna came...
we did a bit of pw and then we side tracked..
invaded wilbur's privacy by going through his pics at friendster and making fun of him...hahahaha
he was trying to make us stop but obviously we didnt..
then we did the same thing to yq...
finally we stopped and got back to pw...

then after summarising and sending it to yq..
aruna and yq played games...
i was jus looking at them playing...
daph was rummaging thru wilbur's stuff and wilbur was practically shouting for her to stop...
hahahah..damn noisy those two...
so yeah that went on till 6 plus..then me and yq went home while daph and aruna stayed back to continue playing...

i was practically rushing home to buke and mum wasnt back yet...
gi geylang beli baju dad and brother...
then after we prayed and now here im blogging...
oh yeah got a pretty bad news...
sis.mum and my baju raye maseh blum siap...hahaha
wat the hell.. tues dah nk raye and she still haven complete...HEGE SEY!!!
she is mum's fren so mum tak bleh ckp pape..
so lets jus wait and see whether baju siap by tmr...if not tak raye lah agaknye...hahahah

*adios*

my day..

we are FINALLY done with written report..
one headache gone..
but now is the pressure on OP...
well, my group can make it...
i believe in my group.. YEAH!!

..

so...today was fairly an ok day..

in the morning we were like rushing to print our wr and turning the whole report in for plagirism...

and then we are DONE...

after that we had no lessons throughout the day..

some teachers were busy with the j2s farewell assembly...

gosh! im gonna miss them...

wan,hafizah,eugene,darren,sammi and many others...hahahaha

after that was farewell assembly for our principal...
it was ok...i guess..
we wasted an hour waiting for the j2s..
but it was quite fun listening to yongquan's jokes..
hes quite funny ah...
i really think he should start a podcast...he can always come up with stupid jokes...hahahaha..
then we waited another 40 mins for pw...which was short...
saw the wr,comment a bit then off we go...back home..

tomorrow, no school...
hmm....what am i going to do?
the class might be going out..but i dun tink i can..
oh..wateva..
and ya...somebody will be busy cleaning the house tomorrow
rite fiz?
wahahahahaha..

*adios*

ok...

well, finally got the overall results...
failed my econs and chem..
jus pass the rest...
i met the criteria of 2 h2 passes and 1 h1 pass...
Very bersyukur...

but somehow, when i hear other people's results, i feel like why didnt i do as well....
i mean the least i could do was to jus pass all...but i didnt and failed 2 subjects...
thats why i didnt ask anyobe their results...
i didnt want to feel ungrateful...

but that afternoon...it kind of change..
mum went into my room and casually mention that my cousin who unfortunately is in the same school did extemely better than me...
she didnt rub it in....
which i have to say was very nice of her as she used to like to compare us...
so yeah..she jus said that..
but i could sense the disappoinment in her...
but she really tried hard not to show it...

i felt quite useless then...
and someone told me that i passed and that is smthg i should be very GRATEFUL.... and she old me to remember that..
which i have to say is very true...

thats basically what have happen this past few days...
to you...
jus because u pass everything doesnt mean now u can start preaching towards me...
u forget how u were before everything?
PRETENCIOUS CREEP.........

*adios*

consistency and attitude

got back my results...
wasnt well done...
but improved from common test...
still it was not good enough for me...
but thanks to my one special teacher, i cleared it and met the criteria..
2 h2 passes and 1 h1 pass...
so insyallah i will be promoted...
but till i see it in black and white...
i wont feel too satisfied...

anyway, if i get to go J2..
i must haf these two words in my studies: CONSISTENCY and ATTITUDE
i must do my tutorials and pay attention in class...
apart from that i must also keep revising my work and not wait till the last minute...
i must always pesevere and my attitude towards my studies must be consistent..
basically i must keep mugging and not give up..
so yeah that is my new year resolutions...
i must try to get As and Bs or Cs...
i haf to..
and insyallah i will... if i work hard..
and i must work hard...
so lets all see whether im confirmed promoted or not...

*adios*

finally over...

Promos is finally OVER!!!
im happy yet apprenhensive...
im glad yet worried...
i hope i can pass yet i tink i will fail...

i want to pass and go to j2...
i dun want to waste time...
i hope that i will pass...
insyallah.

this past few days, fizah mum n sis haf been my greatest motivators and source of hope...
i am really thankful for their support and presence of being there for me...
thanks alot guys....
whoa...i sound like im giving some kind of speech...hahahaha

rite now, im going to truly enjoy my holidays before i receive my papers back next week..
watever happens, i believe that i haf given my best shot...
and i believe that everything happens for a reason...
so once again...

PROMOS IS OVER!!!!!

stress of promos

haiz....haiz...sigh.....and more sigh...

i noe this is the most depress way to start writing....bt i am feeling depress....
promos exams are here..and i really22222 want to pass...and go to j2...but somehow...i dun noe...
i dun tink i can make it but a part of me says i must make it...

chem paper today...i really studied hard not like common test but well, i guess i answered more qns dis time but then again, answering alots of questions doesnt guarantee u a pass....
u might answer alot of qns but u get all wrong...its useless....

mum says that sometimes even when we study real hard we may still fail...
because allah has already planned our life for us...
maybe failing now is bad but in the future,smthg good comes out of it...
but right now, i intend to make full use of my ability and perseverance to continue tO CONTINUE TO STUDY AND PASS MY PROMOS...
insyallah this will happen...

in this sacred month, i hope my doa dikabulkan...amin...

migraine

yesterday fiz was sick so she didnt came to school..
before pw, i felt something was wrong..
my vission was a bit blurred..
then i started to get dizzy....

i was moody all the way...
even when yongquan bastard me, i didnt bastard him back...
so unlike of me..

the gp had to do groupwork nad my member was.... who else..
ryan and wilbur knew i was really sick and didnt disturb me as much...
but she kept coming closer and talk nonsense...
i even told her i wanted pease... a sign for her to shut up...
which she didnt get...obviously...
i was so pissed that i told wilbur to tell her to shut up..
damn...my head painful and there she is making it worse....

so yeah..went home straight..
didnt go for chem...
tak bleh tahan..
reached home..vomitted
took panadol and sleep..
woke up..feel so much worse..
i even cry...
the pain was unbearable...

mum took me to the doctor..
doc say its a bad case of migraine..
haiyo.. so young like this already got migraine....
tsk...tsk...
ok.. my head is still throbbing...
pain...pain

*adios*

MARK

MARK CHAN SUX

MARK CHAN SUX

MARK CHAN SUX

MARK MAU FRIENDS....

SPECIALLLY FOR MARK...

HE WILL UNDERSTAND.......

japs pranks...

yesterday, we watched this japanese toilet pranks...
it was damn funny and disgusting a bit..
but then after awhile i thought that the pranks were really mean...
i mean, imagine that u want to shit or pee and someone pulls a prank on u...causing u to look a bit indecent...
its really not nice and very rude...kind of invading someone's privacy...

but well, its for entertainment...even though i sort of enjoyed seeing the prank being pulled off...
i really hope that such thing won't happen to me..
oh and whenever u are going to use a toilet in japan: BEWARE!!
hahahaha..

okay today is the first day of the week...so was feeling a bit of monday blues...
but everything went on smoothly...
after mt waited for fatimah n verma to finish with their class...
i kept disturbing n distracting them...which is mean but i LIKE!!!
before going home, we went to the toilet where fatimah was, how shall i say..drenched?
noo....thats too strong a word...well little bit wet cos it was raining in the toilet...
obviously done by me.....splashed water on her while she was in the cubicle...hahahahaha...

den apparently she wanted to avenge herself bt she accidentally splashed fiz with water instead...hahaha....
bewerkoof... i tink the spelling is wrong bt its suppose to mean stupid or idiot in hindi..
hehehehe

*adios*

do this together!

ok...
its been a while since i blog..
well its sooo like me...hahaha
so basically everyone is stressing up about the promos..
nowadays, im really wondering whether i can make it...
i noe i haf to..
i cant afford to waste my time...
so i must focus..
focus...focus..and focus...
n fiz...lets do this together!

*adios*

haiz..............

im tired.... very2 tired...
but i need to mug...mug...mug..
so dilah start mugging!
2 weeks of depression
2 weeks of torture
a month of apprehension
hopefully 2 months of pure happiness....
haiz......

enjoyed myself...

today... we had chem test..
had it to make us start studying fpr promos...
in a way..well it did make me study..but not very hard...hahaha
so chem test in the morning..
did noe whether i fail or pass cos i wasn bothered to mark it..
but i tink i fail...oh well..this means i got to pull up my socks!

after that we had maths...actually it was a remedial..but only me and fixah turned up...
mrs sze was pretty upset with the class..
they walked past her and no one even bothered to say they are not coming...
this was the first time that i see mrs sze VERY upset..
so me and fis was kind of uncertain..
then the lesson started and everything went fine..
it was fun actually to have mrs sze all to ourselves..
but yeah we had to share with another 2 students...
one of them pretty CUTE! hahaha...

after maths, fiz and me went to fofular...to buy stuffs for the i.c board...
it was fun and felt like old times...
hahaha
really enjoyed myself today...
oh and we met gabe!
haha..miss that bro of mine....
then we went home...
later going out soon...to break fast..kakak blanje...
free meal..i LIKE!

:)

Love ya...sis...

sorry

i tot that we are great...
we are happy...on the surface it seemed that way...
but deep down...
i didnt know that...
i tried to understand..and give my support...
somehow it was never enough...
made me feel like im the one making problems..
like i am the one who gets all the good stuffs...
see me like i have no problems...
im always the happy go lucky one...
do u really think so?
do u even try to understand me?
do i always have to be the one to change?
all i want for us is to be good and happy...
n now im wondering whether its ever going to be the same again...
im sorry...really sorry if i make u feel that way..
maybe its the way and situation where i was brought up that make me the way im..
im sorry............

more teachers' day pics

picture of the day!! sharon putting her hand around fatimah... me and aruna
me and fizah, my best friend
those going for the rally...except for the guy behind
me and kenneth again
kenneth and wei zheng trying to look 'cool'
me and kenneth who is wearing his blazerkenneth trying to look cool

i tink.

teachers's day celebration

teachers' day celebrations was a blast..

at first the concert was ok..but when the teachers start performing...

now thats when the fun starts to come in..

haha...

their performance were cool and great

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!

here are some pics we took...

more pics will be posted later..

i know it now!

despite sleeping at 2 plus yesterday nite, i wasnt a wreck i tot i would be...
hahaha... so yeah didnt really fall asleep in class..
especially chem lecture..
wat a surprise..
proud of myself though....hehehehe

so we had our gp presentation..
which was a last minute kind of thing... i did the powerpoint all by myself with the help from fizah of course...
thanks gerl!
so yea did the custom animation and all and proud to say.. i am now an officially IT literate for ppt presentation...
YES!!
i used to be so dumb in using ppt presentation but not anymore!

our presentation was abit boring cos the topic was kind of dry...
but yeah its finally done and over!!
we were supposed to have chem remedial but got cancelled...
before heading back home, we all slacked around and watch kenneth's video...
damn cute ah...

hahaha... reached home and sleep..
very tired..
oh and my sept hols is gone!!
i knew that long ago but it still hurts to noe im not going to enjoy myself..
hahahah
most of the days have classes...
but its ok!
i MUST work hard...
BUCK UP fadh!!!

oh and HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all the teachers in tpss and tpjc..
love you guys!!

*adios*

;)

i feel quite happy today...
that person say i did quite a good job..
for once i felt appreciated in that place..
thanks for me making me feel less useless...

yeah, i noe i haf not been updating regulary..
sorry been very busy..
TEACHERS' DAY IS COMING...
i want to go back tpss but not sure whether i can make...
well hope i can and cant wait to see all my frens..
dat is, if im going back...

kk... i really need to do my presentation

*adios*

maths remedial...

hellloooo!!!!
i noe its been awhile since i last blogged...
n im pretty sure fizah has a lot of comments abt that...hahaha

anyway, been busy with pw and other kind of projects..
so yeah it has been quite hectic..

still trying to get started on my revision and all..
i cant believe promos in a few weeks time...
so dilah...jiayou!
and the rest too...
we all can do it..

so today, again went for maths remedial...
actually wanted to skip it but felt guilty...
both wilbur and me was indecisive..
den mark chan says hes going..
so i tot well ok...jus go..
wilbur finally decided not go...

we did graphing techniques...
and all 3 hrs... i had to endure mark's stupid jokes and racist comments..
but it was funny...sometimes..
n wenever he makes a racist comments i will jus ignore him...
then he will say: eh laugh ah..
n i told him if he says something stupid i will jus shut him out or shut him up..

with mark, i had to endure being beaten and hear him cursing CB..
whereas with wilbur i have to hear him saying bastard all the time...and keep saying whether i paisey or not..or whether it matters or not..

so yeah, as u can see, my maths remedial is full of vulgarities..hahaha
funny at times....
so im wondering how it will be if both of them come together next week...
i have a bad feeling...........

hahaha...

*adios*

i dislike you

i feel so useless at times...
i mean.. i tried my best..
n dats all i can come up with...
that person dun haf the right to put me down like dat...
if he or she wants the best then go do it urself..
we are suppose to support each other but u're such an *&%^%$^&...

im hurt... very very hurt
but u know wat..i am not going to give a damn..
there are others who support me and dun jus put me down like dat...
thanks to the people out there...
i really appreciate u guys...

oh and hafidz please dun cover ur mouth wen answering questions...
WAHAHAHAHAHA....

*adios*