ok...

well, finally got the overall results...
failed my econs and chem..
jus pass the rest...
i met the criteria of 2 h2 passes and 1 h1 pass...
Very bersyukur...

but somehow, when i hear other people's results, i feel like why didnt i do as well....
i mean the least i could do was to jus pass all...but i didnt and failed 2 subjects...
thats why i didnt ask anyobe their results...
i didnt want to feel ungrateful...

but that afternoon...it kind of change..
mum went into my room and casually mention that my cousin who unfortunately is in the same school did extemely better than me...
she didnt rub it in....
which i have to say was very nice of her as she used to like to compare us...
so yeah..she jus said that..
but i could sense the disappoinment in her...
but she really tried hard not to show it...

i felt quite useless then...
and someone told me that i passed and that is smthg i should be very GRATEFUL.... and she old me to remember that..
which i have to say is very true...

thats basically what have happen this past few days...
to you...
jus because u pass everything doesnt mean now u can start preaching towards me...
u forget how u were before everything?
PRETENCIOUS CREEP.........

*adios*