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Its been awhile since i blog because i did not have pressurizing issue to be let out...
but the pressure on me is tremendous.
i feel so exhausted yet i have to kee on going.
prelims is here and the few papers i have taken has but encouraged and show me that i am ready for the a levels..
i am so worried and worked up..
its not that i do not pt in effort..
i do i really do but somehow during the exams i am just stunned and cant seem to operate my mind well.
if this goes on, i do not how i am goin to handle my a levels....
i dont wat to be like those people who cry when they get their exams results..
i want to atleast be contented that i get to apply for the universities that i want and do the course i prefer...
but the thought of university now just seem so distant and out of reach..
i have never fell so helpless and stupid
and disappointed with myself.
the worse is my parents disappointment...

but whatever it is..
i chose this step..
like it or not..
i have to complete the journey no matter what the outcome is...........