sundaaayyyy...

today woke up at 12..hahaha damn late ah...
slept at 2 last nite finishing the sue walker book...it was very good story..and i kind of suspected that it might be him committing the murders..

so yeah woke and clean the house a bit..
then went to do my i and r....
at 2 plus got ready to mee daph, aruna,wilbur and yongquan for pw...
after being given directions to wilbur's house..left at 3 plus...

i thought i was lost at first but realise that i was on the right track...
reaching nearer to his house, gave him a call and he met me and daph..yq was already there...
then we talked abit and a while later aruna came...
we did a bit of pw and then we side tracked..
invaded wilbur's privacy by going through his pics at friendster and making fun of him...hahahaha
he was trying to make us stop but obviously we didnt..
then we did the same thing to yq...
finally we stopped and got back to pw...

then after summarising and sending it to yq..
aruna and yq played games...
i was jus looking at them playing...
daph was rummaging thru wilbur's stuff and wilbur was practically shouting for her to stop...
hahahah..damn noisy those two...
so yeah that went on till 6 plus..then me and yq went home while daph and aruna stayed back to continue playing...

i was practically rushing home to buke and mum wasnt back yet...
gi geylang beli baju dad and brother...
then after we prayed and now here im blogging...
oh yeah got a pretty bad news...
sis.mum and my baju raye maseh blum siap...hahaha
wat the hell.. tues dah nk raye and she still haven complete...HEGE SEY!!!
she is mum's fren so mum tak bleh ckp pape..
so lets jus wait and see whether baju siap by tmr...if not tak raye lah agaknye...hahahah

*adios*

my day..

we are FINALLY done with written report..
one headache gone..
but now is the pressure on OP...
well, my group can make it...
i believe in my group.. YEAH!!

..

so...today was fairly an ok day..

in the morning we were like rushing to print our wr and turning the whole report in for plagirism...

and then we are DONE...

after that we had no lessons throughout the day..

some teachers were busy with the j2s farewell assembly...

gosh! im gonna miss them...

wan,hafizah,eugene,darren,sammi and many others...hahahaha

after that was farewell assembly for our principal...
it was ok...i guess..
we wasted an hour waiting for the j2s..
but it was quite fun listening to yongquan's jokes..
hes quite funny ah...
i really think he should start a podcast...he can always come up with stupid jokes...hahahaha..
then we waited another 40 mins for pw...which was short...
saw the wr,comment a bit then off we go...back home..

tomorrow, no school...
hmm....what am i going to do?
the class might be going out..but i dun tink i can..
oh..wateva..
and ya...somebody will be busy cleaning the house tomorrow
rite fiz?
wahahahahaha..

*adios*

ok...

well, finally got the overall results...
failed my econs and chem..
jus pass the rest...
i met the criteria of 2 h2 passes and 1 h1 pass...
Very bersyukur...

but somehow, when i hear other people's results, i feel like why didnt i do as well....
i mean the least i could do was to jus pass all...but i didnt and failed 2 subjects...
thats why i didnt ask anyobe their results...
i didnt want to feel ungrateful...

but that afternoon...it kind of change..
mum went into my room and casually mention that my cousin who unfortunately is in the same school did extemely better than me...
she didnt rub it in....
which i have to say was very nice of her as she used to like to compare us...
so yeah..she jus said that..
but i could sense the disappoinment in her...
but she really tried hard not to show it...

i felt quite useless then...
and someone told me that i passed and that is smthg i should be very GRATEFUL.... and she old me to remember that..
which i have to say is very true...

thats basically what have happen this past few days...
to you...
jus because u pass everything doesnt mean now u can start preaching towards me...
u forget how u were before everything?
PRETENCIOUS CREEP.........

*adios*

consistency and attitude

got back my results...
wasnt well done...
but improved from common test...
still it was not good enough for me...
but thanks to my one special teacher, i cleared it and met the criteria..
2 h2 passes and 1 h1 pass...
so insyallah i will be promoted...
but till i see it in black and white...
i wont feel too satisfied...

anyway, if i get to go J2..
i must haf these two words in my studies: CONSISTENCY and ATTITUDE
i must do my tutorials and pay attention in class...
apart from that i must also keep revising my work and not wait till the last minute...
i must always pesevere and my attitude towards my studies must be consistent..
basically i must keep mugging and not give up..
so yeah that is my new year resolutions...
i must try to get As and Bs or Cs...
i haf to..
and insyallah i will... if i work hard..
and i must work hard...
so lets all see whether im confirmed promoted or not...

*adios*

finally over...

Promos is finally OVER!!!
im happy yet apprenhensive...
im glad yet worried...
i hope i can pass yet i tink i will fail...

i want to pass and go to j2...
i dun want to waste time...
i hope that i will pass...
insyallah.

this past few days, fizah mum n sis haf been my greatest motivators and source of hope...
i am really thankful for their support and presence of being there for me...
thanks alot guys....
whoa...i sound like im giving some kind of speech...hahahaha

rite now, im going to truly enjoy my holidays before i receive my papers back next week..
watever happens, i believe that i haf given my best shot...
and i believe that everything happens for a reason...
so once again...

PROMOS IS OVER!!!!!

stress of promos

haiz....haiz...sigh.....and more sigh...

i noe this is the most depress way to start writing....bt i am feeling depress....
promos exams are here..and i really22222 want to pass...and go to j2...but somehow...i dun noe...
i dun tink i can make it but a part of me says i must make it...

chem paper today...i really studied hard not like common test but well, i guess i answered more qns dis time but then again, answering alots of questions doesnt guarantee u a pass....
u might answer alot of qns but u get all wrong...its useless....

mum says that sometimes even when we study real hard we may still fail...
because allah has already planned our life for us...
maybe failing now is bad but in the future,smthg good comes out of it...
but right now, i intend to make full use of my ability and perseverance to continue tO CONTINUE TO STUDY AND PASS MY PROMOS...
insyallah this will happen...

in this sacred month, i hope my doa dikabulkan...amin...