Monday, March 26, 2007

helo...im finally blogging


its been a long long long time since i updated..

not that nothing exciting has been going on..its just due to pure laziness..

so here i am...blogging even though i have chem spa tomorrow...

oh well...a little bit of time taken to chill will not hurt...would it?


anyway.. interact club had their orientaton and i am soooo..glad that it turn out way better than the previous orientation..

in fact i felt my spirits lifted up when i saw the j1s coming in..

unfortunately...it was short - lived....

due to unforseen circumstances... it felt that maybe just maybe i could have done better..

due to some bitchings...it made me feel quite disappointed...


but what the heck...i dun not look up to you...

so if the people i need to look up to say it was ok then i shall believe that it was ok too...

just so you know...your glory days are over..

get the hell out and stop pretending that u are what you are.. cos well...

cos u suck!

man..that felt better..

talking about this just make my head hurts... so yeah lets forget about this..


and to fizah...wahahahah..relek ah..all those things i said is just a joke ok!

and i will still love you no matter what...hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahah..

man i just cannot forget how u look at Ljs today...ahhahahahahahahahahaha...

ok..ok...relek..promise i wont laugh anymore k..


*peace out*


Saturday, March 03, 2007

whats wrong with u?

i seriously have no idea what is going on her head...
shes been showing so much of angst and attitude..
so cold towards all those around her..
nowadays i cant seem to get thru to her.
its like shes pulling away from us..
every little bit upsets her and make her mad..

even dad who is such a sweet old guy could not stand her..
i have never seen dad like that
no matter how difficult it was to get thru her, dad is always the cool and less emo type.
but now..
it seems that even dad is fed up..
no wait...everybody is fed up

i dont know what to say or do anymore..
is this how it is going to be forever?
because of one stupid mistake..
i guess its true..
you can never run away from the past...

*peace out