who you are...

Extracted from somewhere:

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at the crossroads.

Afraid.

Confused.

Without a road map, the choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days.

Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

But once in a while, people push on to something better.

Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone.

And just beyond the bravery and courage, it takes to let someone in.

Or to give someone a second chance.

Something beyond the quite persistence of a dream

Because it's only when you're tested, that you truly discover who you are.

And it's only when you're tested, that you discover who you can be.

such amazing words....

*peace out*

haiz....

sometimes.. i just dont get her..
without any rhyme or reason.. she would flare up..
i dont even noe where my fault lies..
thats is why whenever she acts up.. i will just ignore her..
it hurts alot but i rather keep quite than say things which will hurt her..

as if i have nothing else on my mind..
i am already very worried about my studies...
i am basically screwing up and this year im taking my a levels..
i try so hard to ensure that i study... but i keep procrastinating..and i wonder why i am like that...
i wish that i can just sit down, focus and study...
but no... i just have too many distractions..

i really hope that i have the strenght to keep up in my studies as well as the behaviour of some people...

*peace out*

procrastination

i love this pic
life has been ok these days...
there is so much i want to do...
but somehow i can never do it..
not because there is too little time but more because of my attitude..
i am one of a bloody lazy girl....

so yeah my ambition of studying during the hols has basically screwed up...
i have been procrastinating since saturday...
my hols is coming to an end....and i haven been able to do anything..
except slacking watching tv and comp...

so right now, i need to set my priorities right....
my a levels is coming and i really need to focus...
because if i dun.. i dun want to feel regret and that i have wasted my time...
so dhilah...

WAKE UP!!!

START FOCUSING!!!!

STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!!

START STUDYING!!!!!

well hopefully i can do it...

*peace out*

testing 1..2..3...

actually i have nothing to write...
its just dat fizah wanted me to test whether wen i publish my post it can be seen on my blog..
so here i am writing this so dat there is something to see wen i publish my post...
hahahahah..
okay, i think this is enough..

*peace out*

who said SPA was relaxing.....

yesterday i studied hard for SPA..
today had the SPA exam..
it was disappointing...
cos i kind of screw it up wen i missed a compound...
haiz... it so very the upsetting
kind of worried too...
as its 5 % of my chem a level...

haiz...
well i guess wats done is done...
theres nothing i can do abt...
i tried my very best..
its pointless to cry over spilt milk...
who said SPA was relaxing...

so lets focus on smthg happier..
oh ya...went to eat with fiz, fatimah and hafidz...
kind of funny..
there was this small cockroach at where we were sitting
as usual fatimah make a big fuss..
hafidz being the only guy pun quited penakut...
said he geli... hahahahah..

but then out of nowhere he kicked and stamp on the cockroach..
it was so random... none of us expect him to it ah...
hahahah
and finally we ate in peace....
and ryan and me came up with this new shake hands thingy...
kinda cool kan....hahahahah

*peace out*

am i reading too much into it? assurance is needed...

well firstly, i got a new phone and specs!!!
hahaha...finally.im so glad...

well this few weeks have been ok..
fun on some days like wen we hang out with the class and stuffs..

but i feel kind of empty at times...
now without any rhyme or reason i can get upset..
sometimes i wonder whether it is right for me to have those feelings..
i mean we are all entitled to our own decisions and thoughts
but i wonder why i should not have those thoughts..
every single details that i observed...
i wonder whether its because of me...
or am i jus reading into it too much..
sigh...

i dun noe... i really dun noe..
i need some assurance...
can u assure me?
and drive those thoughts away...
did what happen when i was a kid the cause for this sense of insecure...
then should i blame those people who made me feel like this...?

am i reading too much into it?
i need assurance..

*peace out*