wat a day..

yesterday i was sooo.. tired that i didnt blog..
anyway went to rjc for their installation.. its pretty cool i have to say.
got home nearing 11...
their lt was big and very2 nice..
have a working aircon...and well the thing that frustrate me the most is the fact that members of the club can come together and show the spirit of enthusiasm..
unlike the one in sch...haiz.. i cant even get them to come for the meetings...
its really a headache...

went with fizah and wz...
actually it was suppose to be me and wz only... and i was very depressed by that thought..
so my very nice darling fiz say she will also follow despite the fact she haven finish her eom and stuffs..
im really really touched and happy u went..
meant alot to me
thanks fiz!

this morning woke up at 1030...
sweep the floor then watch tv...
after that got ready to go blaja...
and then after blaja went to eat..
now im back home and going to do my hwk soon...

*adios*

wat a nong..nong.. day

yesterday went to sleep late.. like one plus like dat..
the next morning... a total wreck, cant even open my eyes...
im not used to sleeping very late.. .so yeah i was kind of a mess..
anyway first period we had this guy,eric who came to sch and talked about managing stress..
oh... and hes cute..quite cute..hahaha..but married..
too bad...

so we did this test to show what kind of personality we have..
im in the influence category..
this mean im friendly,outgoing,emotional,enthusiastic and sociable..
goal:people of recognition,approval
motivation:interaction
how i release stress is by talking to others and i like to hear verbal encouragement from friends..
so that basically what i am in this test..
and its kinda true as i like to talk to fiz if i dont feel happy with stuffs or anyting..
i also like to be recognized for something and approval from others is very important to me
like when i go shopping... i but stuffs only when people say its nice and all..
so i feel that this thing is quite true..

later in the day we had pw..
it was one of the worst lessons...
seems that dapne didnt print her source and aruna didnt bring hers..
so ms cheng was shouting at us saying we are irresponsible people and all the crap
she then came to my group and we were sort of pretending we had the stuffs and all
then she asked a question and before yongquan could finish answering she asked another question again..and the same thing happen...
for the first time he could not answer her back..and i thought he looked piss...

then stayed back to do the banner like until 630..
was supposed to go for chem remedial but no one i knew went and i was actually late
so kind of paisey to masuk lambat... so continue with the banner...
teng kuang,alex,ann chi,seng juong and jinghuang stayed back to the banner...
it was ok.. i guess the banner.. jus a bit of pasting mistake here and there.. but overall i tink its kind of ok..
what i need now is fizah's approval tmrw..
and thanks alot to those who stayed back today...
THANK YOU SO MUCH.....

*adios*

where oh where can my baby be....

reached home around six... had some interact stuff to do... banner actually... this is like my first time doing a very important banner and to tell the truth i suck at it...
i have a feeling that fizah is not too happy about the way im handling the banner thingy...
im so sorry... i sincerely apologise and promise that i will do the best to my abilities which i noe and u noe its rather adequate..... sorry once again...

Oh where oh were could my baby be

The lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good

So I can see my baby when I'll leave this world

We were out on a date in my daddy's car

We hadn't driven very far

There in the road

Straight ahead

A car was stalled the engine was dead

I couldn't stop

So I swerved to the right

I'll never forget the sound that night

The screamin tires

The busting glass

The Painfull scream that I heard last.

Oh where oh were could my baby be

The lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good

So I can see my baby when I'll leave this world

When I woke up

The rain was pouring down

There were people standing all aroundSomething warm falling into my eyes

But some how I found my baby that night

I lifted her head

she looked at me and said

Hold me darling just alittle while

I held her close

I kissed her our last kiss

I found the love I knew I had missed

but now she's gone

even though I hold her tigh

tI lost my love, my life that night

Oh where oh were could my baby be

The lord took her away from me

She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good

So I can see my baby when I leave this world

this is like my fav song right now..
such touching lyrics..
that i feel jus so sad listening to the song...
a real classic..........

*adios*

taxi!!

today was fun..and more fun! hahha
we finished sch at 12.10..
then went home for a while to prepare for dragonboat...
den on the way there..met with the others and we went off together..
reach that we crap alot ah.. the guys were a crazy bunch... we then had our dragonboat race which we came in third.. dun tink we are good but because they were only four classes..hahhaa
but overall... we lost.. so sad...

after the whole thing ended...we went to kfc and had dinner....
then me,mark fiz and aruna took taxi home..
told mark there will be $2 surcharge but he says no..dats only until 7..
i sat at the front...
dun noe why they all dun want to sit in front...
as soon as i got in i saw that there is a $2 surcharge and pointed to mark..
fiz was already laughing and mark showed his dumb dog face..hahahaha
anyway at the back..fiz and aruna keep disturbing mark about him being a dog and stuff...
it was noisy but very funny..hahaha
really had a great time and wish that we will have more of such outings...hehehehe

*adios*

todays happenings..

22rd july 2006

today.. i slacked.. alot..seriousy no mood to study much.. watched tv and sleep...haha
pemalas sey me...
was supposed to go for the co concert...i felt lazy to go...again no mood to go out...
then fizah msg me saying she cant go...i was like very very cool with..haha
me,myself didnt want to go...so kind of relieved..hehehehe

then mum came home and ajak go ntuc...angkat belanje..
after buying the stuffs...we went to the kedai mkn...
on the way there, sis called..say she no key and no one was at home.. so she had to come down to the coffee shop...
sampai kat coffee shop we thought kedai tutup because it was dark...
then we saw many people kat luar...we went nearer...and realise that the coffee shop wasnt close but blackout...wahaha
we still sat down cos mum was tired..
debating whether we wanted to stay there..
i mean how the hell are we suppose to eat in the dark and how are the people suppose to get the food ready...
luckily, the electricity soon came on..and we sat and ordered the food..
oh and bfore all this, on the way to ntuc,we met with this stupid and crazy dog..
mum and me were minding our own business and walking and this dog started to bark at us and trying to go after us..terperanjat sey sekejap...
macam nak tendang the stupid,crazy bloody dog..
if my nenek was there she would say :ah..dier bawak mak dier punya laki jalan!...
hahahaha...
shes really fierce dat grandma of mine..
enough said... i want to watch tv..

*adios*

netball is fun..hehehe

21th july 2006

today is friday... weekends!! hahaha
dis week is very tiring.. dragonboatlah...netballlah... haiz.. but its fun..
today had the interhouse for netball...
we lost only one game... Yey!! congrats s02...
but unfortunately, we didnt qualify for the finals... not enough score...
fatimah was seriously stressed...
really can see her desire to win.. but too bad ah...
i tink we played quite well...
mark was superb...
ryan and wilbur were really2 great.. im jus so proud of them..hahaha
and fatimah, when she couldnt score.. she will go "whats wrong with me today fad?!"
should see her face... so serious
den this other group need 3 more goals to beat us...
and they did...
but fatimah was seriously desperately trying to get us into the finals...
which..fail...
we had lots of fun...playing..it was really a kind of clss bonding experience..
hahaha..
IM SO PROUD OF MY CLASS!!
hehehe..

*adios*

fun..fun...fun

20th july 2006

been very very busy these past few days... i am also not sure what i have been doing...
anyway, today was fun fun day... after school we went to bedok reservoir for dragonboating... it was gerek!! hahaha..
then at 6 plus we went for dinner at ljs..it was fun hanging out with them...
keep throwing ice cubes around and made a mess but it was very fun...
hahaha.. now im very tired...
need to do my chem tutorials...haiz...

*adios*

hmmmm......

16th July 2006

it has been a while since i last blogged..
many things have happen that i myself cant really remember...
ucapan takziah kepada raja nurul artika's family..
she was a very nice person and was always enthu when it comes to sports..
i regret very much for not visiting her when i had the chance.. im so sorry..
semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya...
Amin...


went out with fizah yesterday to study.. before going back home, we went to popular and she bought some stuffs...
while there, she told me something that i until now dont know why weitian thought like that..
fiz says that weitian wondered if im not happy with my post.. i mean why the hell would i not be happy?i was estactic when sam called me... im very much satisfied and happy with my post..
well, i dont think i gave out any vibes of being not happy..
haha.. weird...
well, we are preparing the installation.. im sad that the seniors are going.. they are a very fun bunch...
haiz... its sad.. so sad.. its a sad sad situation.... and its getting more and more absurd...
haha.. song from blue..
i LIKE...
oh and theres one thing...
i really hope that jh will wake up and be responsible about his post because so far i feel hes not committed.. maybe its too early to tell.. but im giving him space for now...

*adios*

ucapan takziah...

13th july 2006

yesterday didnt blog.. too busy and tired.. anyway finally finishing econs op and now need to do the eom... sucks man
so today was fun cos the gp teacher didnt come.. we had this ws that was supposed to as a group but we did it as class.. hahaha.. wat a bonding time... oh and sharon was creepy.. fiz and me went to photocopy shop to print some stuffs..den she saw us and she stood behind fiz.. fiz was freaking out..hahaha.. funny.

ok..dont want to talk about sharon anymore
oh...
condolences to ishak ahmad's family...
it was a very sudden lost not only to those who knew him but also to the dunia seni of malay comedies...
he was a very much respected comedian, well known for his funny antics...
may his soul rest in peace..
let us all pray for him..
Amin...

ouch...

11th july 2006

today is a bad day.. woke up with a headache.. den 2.4 jus passed.. 17 mins and 17 secs.. bleh jugaklah.. den the headache got worse.. luckily maths was cancelled.. go home...
its still throbbing....

*adios*

WHATEVER....

10th July 2006

today is the FINAL day of world cup... everybody who came to school was seriously lacking in sleep... looking at them made me sleepy too.. hahaha.. and italy won.. not france.. dont even know why i bother but yeah it is just nice to know who got the cup... and there is a new joke going around with zidane.. seems that he hit somebody in the chest with his head... got red card for that.. so samuel is making fun of him...hahaha..that idiot..

dont know why... but i felt a tiny bit of hurt by some people's attitude. maybe they are sleepy or something or maybe its just me and my unchecked emotions... oh... wat the heck.. got back malay paper today.. only got a B... but i guess its a start... oh and sharon was a totally trying to be in a group with fatimah.. whenever fatimah was joking around with me, there she is kepo2... WHATEVER....

we had this activity in Gp where there is this three cases and one of them was about this lady killing her roommate.. and ms fang called upon sharon (wateva! hahaha) to argue the case...
she argued that the victim used the money for the rent to gamble and in a fit of anger killed the victim... she said that in the fit of anger, she accidentally killed the victim.. i mean one should know how to control the anger.. if for every murder, its because he or she could not control their anger.. i would have become a killer myself.. there are alot of people i had wanted to kill for the motive of 'anger'... hahaha.. stupid argument..

so to reiterate, one should never ever argue that he or she killed in a fit of anger.. its pointless.. another point i want to make is never take sharon as your lawyer, u will only end up dead sooner... man.. im evil... what do i have against her..

i dont know and i dont care.. i feel upset about something but cant really know where the sourse is.. so im venting my moodiness on sharon.. poor soul..need to bear the brunt of my moodiness.
SORRY...

*adios*

haiz...

9th July 2006

today is a wet day... rain from tengahari to afternoon.. nice weather to sleep in but have to do my GP first..
anyway, fizah totally ignore me.. my smses not reply... dont know what happen.. read her blog and she sounded stress... like she had a fight with her mom...
fiz, if u happen to read this, reply my msg kiez...

*adios*

a president? come on...

8th july 2006

had an exco meeting.. it was ok.. we jus had a one to one talk with our seniors. and my time was like really fast. everybody was still talking even after sam finish our talk..
darren was not really talking much and even sleep..must be very tired sia that guy..
oh and wz was a total IIRITANT.. he keeps sticking to fizah and she was trying so hard to run away from him.. he just dont get the message.. seriously..
and fizah was like telling me how he was taking charge of everything and he wants to do it all by himself..
pity her man.. bt dont worry darl, im here for u... hehehe
den we stayed back for a while and watch so1 play volleyball.. they didnt win but they played well... Keep it up guys!
went home with vanessa.. took the same bus with her..
so yea..thats basically what happen today...
ok.. lets continue talking abt wz...
well hes such an annoying person.. everywhere and i really mean everywhere fizah stood, he will be there..
ok we know hes the president of interact club but please ah.. dont be such a pest..
i really wish we can overthrow him man..like what mei juan said..
haiz... i really really wish that i hadnt say he can work in a group because obviously he cant..
doing all the things by urself is not a group work but an individual work.. BLOODY SOLOIST sia that wz...
oh and sorry fiz if i made u alone during the time i talked with the others and wz was like standing there with u..
really2 sorie.
wah! i cant stand him, i wonder how fizah can.. i really dislike his attitude..
i just hope that one day i wont burst at him...
haiz.........

*adios*

the day happenings...

6th july 2006

today was like the worst day of my life... got the results for my common test.. did very very badly for the first time in my entire life..haiyo! triple U grade sia.. so sad.. i knew i was going to fail but it was kinda really bad.. haizzz....during gp me and fizah wasn't paying attention to ms fang.. so we wrote our conversation on this paper.. hahaha
quite fun ah.. until we ran out of topics to talk about.. den we met gabe and talked about the old times.. it was really nice.. miss the people very much..
he say his life kinda pathetic.. says he goes home straight after school because he has no friends to go out with.. feel so sad for him...
but hes a nice person and i hope that he will talk to that girl! hahaha...
oh and i HAVE to get started on my studying.. pls dilah... wake up!!! and start studying.. u NEED to go to j2...

*adios*

the third love of my life.. wahahaha

5th july 2006

eversince yesterday i have been cleaning up.. rearranging my notes and files properly on the shelves.. tiring.. but i felt good. then this morning woke up and sweep the floor, mop it and do all th other house chores.. after zuhur start on my pw and lepas asar start on my econs and math. but jus doing the hw and not studying.. still haven start studying.. and i had no mood jus now..

i tink fizah felt my moodiness cos she sounded apprehensive when smsing me.. sometimes i feel there is a connection between us.. whatever i say, she says it too.hahaha.. its like we know each other VERY well. how we answer to our parents are also similar.. many times this has occur..

recently we went out together and we told our mums that we are studying. when i was going out mum ask me where we are studying and this is wat i reply : blaja? sape ckp i gi blaja.. i cume kasi fizahnye notes and fizah nk kasi i punye notes..
and guess wat, similar thing happen to fizah and thats how she answer to her mum..
how weird is that! hahaha..
she always know what im thinking by the tone of my voice and my face expressions...
i rweally love her man.. as a friend.. people don't think im a lesbian.. hehehe..

so yea thats how i feel abt her.. all this while i always thought that my closest friend is my best friend but this is the first time i proudly say fizah is my bestest and closest friend.. YEA!

*adios*

bored....

4th july 2006

yesterday didn't blog.. too lazy and i needed to finish my gp homewk quickly.. anyway i went to watch SUPERMAN RETURNS! with who else but my darling fizah.. the show was kinda nice..
ok...ok.. fizah he IS CUTE when he smiles... but tom weiling is also cute (the superman in smallville) wahahaha...
dat is the short short summary of yesterday..

today finish school early thanks to panorama.. went to buy some stuffs with fizah and had lunch at ljs...
is it jus us or we rarely see tampinesians at tm... what the hell are they doing?!
get a life! go out there and enjoy yourself! hahahaha...
ok.. then we walk around and met mr fathul, den we walk with him to tpss.. none of ur teachers were free so we head home...
yeah thats basically what happen today...
im bored rite now... like SERIOUSLY bored... yawn....

*adios*

happy youth day!

oo2 july 2006

ok.. yesterday did not update so here is the short summary of yesterday.. at 11 plus, went for my exco interview then went to fizah's house.. a while later there was a call and yahoo! i got the post of director of club service.. fizah got vice president.. well, congrats to the both of us.. haha.. later in the afternoon went for the syf opening ceremony.. its was ok.. but freaking hot ah... den around seven plus went home.. a bloody long journey.. reach tampines fizah and me bought this okonomi food thingy.. wah! the auntie have absolutely no skill in making the okonomi.. ok.. can forgive that.. then, make us wait so bloody looooonnnggg... irritating sey... i am so impatient.. hahhahaha. so balik and sleep...

today wake up early2, go darul makwa for the carnival.. me,dad and sis. mum da kat sane.. maklumlah jawatankuase jamiyah.. hahaha.. da beli the stuffs and abiskan coupon.. kiter pun balik. ajak dad naik taxi..he said ok! dad cool.. whatever we want, most of the time he say ok.. kalau mum.. kalau she say no, mati hidup kembali pun tetap NO.. so here i am blogging.. maybe later nk kemas files... tngok mood ah..

oh tmrw sch holiday!!
happy youth day!

*adios*